silence's ringing,time's spending.Days lost color,I overcame things.

But still that star shines,I can find it among so many bright hopes.Moon still reflects on the calm water.dew adds beauty to the green grasses.My fingers find the first rain drop still now.My brain gets healed after getting the earth smell ,my hair touches the breeze still now.Still butterflies come in my room ,still my voice sings.Heart beats,breathe finds fear.Life desires,people leave still now

Neither I changed nor situation.My days are still connected with you,my nights are still beside you.Still my breathe is in your arms my happiness is dependent on yours.Still my fingers find your hands my eyes touch you.I can feel your emotions still now.I can feel your arms after seeing a nightmare still now.Still you're there for me when I stare at a knife,still my head is on your chest when I die again and again.

Still,nothing changed.Still I belong to you.Still I'm with you beside you.Still I imagine you feel you.Still I didn't leave you.Still I care for you you're the only one to me my last destination and first happiness.Still I believe in you,still fight for you ,still I try to find you ,still I smile for you and still now I only love you।

Still I can't promise that I'll find you one day, still I can't believe you're alive in someone , still I can't live without you.Still my story can't be built up leaving you.

Who am I without you ?

-to Rihi (people say my imaginary friend as I've delusion)