মোহনা অনবরত নিজের মনের সাথে যুদ্ধ করে চলেছে। হাসানের সাথে কথা বললে মোহনার কষ্ট হ্য়। প্রতিটি মুহূর্ত নিজেকে অপরাধী মনে হ্য়। অনেক রাত, ঘুম আসছেনা। হাসান মোহনাকে yahoo messenger এ লিখল
হাসান: ami shopno dekhi....shopno dekhte valobashi......shopno niei bachi....shopno niei morte chai....etotukui amar shopno......lol...khub beshi ki?
মোহনা: hmmmmmmmmmm
মোহনা: onek beshi
হাসান: tumi ki birokto hou?
মোহনা: hmmmmmmmmmm
মোহনা: onekk
হাসান: tumi ki chau ami tomake birokto na kori?
মোহনা: ha, chai
হাসান: good.......
হাসান: tumi ki chau ami tomake r phn na kori?
হাসান: tumi ki chau ami tomake r sms na kori?
মোহনা: ami chai tumi valo thako
হাসান: amar question kintu ta na
মোহনা: ha, tai
হাসান: nah.....ami valo thakbo kivabe sheta ami jani,tumi bujhbe na.....keu bujhbe na
মোহনা: tumi ki chao ami valo thaki?
হাসান: hmmm...chai.....valo thako,onek shukhe thako.......
মোহনা: tahole keno koshto dao???????????
হাসান: ami to kauke koshto dite chai na......
মোহনা: tumi bujhbe na....................
মোহনা: konodin o bujhbe na
মোহনা: sharthopor er moto shudhu nijer dik ta e vabcho
হাসান: ki bojhate chau,bolo
হাসান: ami sharthopor na.....ami ja chai, shartho sarai chai....
মোহনা: na
হাসান: tumi tomar kotha vabo......tomar moto kore vabo.....tomar kase ami amar jonno kissu chaibo na....but tomar smritigulo amar kase thakbe.....plz just leave those for me......i cant give those back to u
হাসান: cuz those r my assets..........................my ....
মোহনা: kothae cilo tomar ei feelings shedin...........?? ami last moment porjonto tomar dike takie cilam, bt kichu e dekhte pai ni
মোহনা: keno................????
মোহনা: aj keno koshto discho?
হাসান: karon tumi shevabe dekhoni........shedino shei feelings gulo silo...onek beshi......tumi bojhoni...but shobai janto...tumi jante na......
হাসান: ami koshto dissi...ami to kissu chaisi na...
tumi bujhteu paroni...shibly ke ami shedin bolesilam tomake bolte...ami tomake onek voy petam.....ajo pai.....5000 days.....protita muhurto amar feelings e kono change hoyni...ektuo komeni........sheta tumi bujhbe na.....thak.....
ami ashole tomake koshto dite chai na...tomake kothagulo bolate hoyto tumi onek koshto passo...jani,tumi hoyto amake expect koroni.....but ki korbo...khub beshi chaitam tomake ekbarer jonno holeu jeno dekhkte pari...allah onek shomoy kharap lok keu hoyto kisu den..tai hoyto vul kore amar kotha shunesen.....
মোহনা: tomake ami vule jai ni, kokhono e na, but eta thik khojar try kori ni kokhono, karon, nijeke onek choto mone hoto......karon, ami tomar majhe amar jonno eto tuku valobasha dekhi ni,
হাসান: valobasha ki dekhar jinish...ba dekhanor....ami tomake feel kortam,korasi....last 16 years er protita khon ,protita muhurto,protita din,protita rat........
jara amar jibone eshese,amar friend...ba onnora....tara shobai jenese i love someone from the first day they met me......r jara ashbe...janbe tarau......
মোহনা: plsssssssssssss forget
হাসান: loldon worry....i ll never ask u for anything.....but........i loved u........i love u....n i ll............till the last breadth of my life..even after that if there is anything.................
jibone r kota din ashbe,tar hisheb kokhono keu jane na....amio na....tai,baki dingulo ami amar moto korei katie dibo.......amar jonno vebo na.....onek pocha ami...ami jani.....
shudhu tumi nije theke ekbar bole dio,tumi dure thakte chau.....
r beshi kisu ami chaibo na...
parle maf kore dio..............moner upor kokhono ami kono jor korini......korbou na.....karon oitai to amar ase,
মোহনা: shudhu nijer dik ta e vable
hah..... ekabar amar jaegae nije ke boshie dekho, amar upor die ki jasche
হাসান: nato...tumi to
মোহনা: hmmmm, ami to.............
হাসান: nah...kissu na.....
tumi jake valobasho......he ll be the happiest n luckiest person in the world............tumi onek valo....u ll be happy inshallah
মোহনা: r ami shobtheke unlucky ........... in the world
হাসান: uhummmm....tumi jake valobashba,shey tomake onek valobashbe.....jodi tomake bojhe....oboshshoi bujhbe.....shey onek valo hobe at least amar moto pocha hobe na...onek handsome,smart,caring......
ami to pagol......pagol e thakbo............hoyto......
মোহনা: manush er life e emon kichu muhurto ashe, jokhon manush er more jete ischa kore........................
হাসান: emon kore keno vabo?.........at least kisu dite na paro,emon kotha bole,evabe vebe koshto dio na.......
etuku chaile ki dibe na....?????????????
মোহনা: This is the absolute solution of the prob
হাসান: no....that is wrong........
মোহনা: if i could.............
হাসান: no...u ll never....never think about so......tumi onek valo.....valora evabe vabe na.......................ami nogonno ekta manush...khub e nogonno.....amar kotha vebe don make urself unhappy....................
i respect my feelings...n i respect u....
মোহনা: hmmm, onek nogonno........ who will know.... there is some one.....1st valo laga, jani na sheta ke valo basha bola jae ki na......... sheta bujhar moto ability or age cilo na, or no body helped me to understand those feelings..............
হাসান: that doesnt mean i owe u.......its just my feelings.......tai na?
sheta bojhar moto ability or cilo........but bojhanor moto situation hoyto cilo na....karon o vabto,she knows that.......n he undarstood the feelings very strongly
otherwise shey shei feelings ke,shei bishshash guloke eto jotno kore agle rakhte parto na...........shei feelings guloke nijer jiboner lakhkho,jiboner asset kore rakhte parto na...
মোহনা: again the ancient history.. misundrstanding
hahahahahah
this is called life................
হাসান: hmmmm....hoyto
মোহনা: shame on meee.................hahahahaah
হাসান: keno??????????????
nah.....
মোহনা: if u can...pls forgive me